Tragically Drawn to one Another by Chance or By Fate !!

August 9, 2015 0

If only the two of you would be on the same page things would just be amazing wouldn’t it ?? and if only the two of would take that next step to make things more serious would be a bigger bonus right you both have a lot in common and perhaps you finish each others sentences and both are goal driven your on the right path he’s on the right path but nothing never happens ever just be drawn to someone and have so much history with that person and they just don’t see it the way you do ?? why must we hang around the thing called HOPE? I am highly guilty of this perhaps that’s my problem I hold on to too much hope ,when you are tragically Drawn to someone it’s very hard to get them out of your minds let alone heart it’s even harder when they are leading you on but don’t really mean to but they do it anyways as crazy as this sounds but you really have to thank this person for hurting you in any way !!

And in the End , letting go was a lot like finding Love , I had to learn to say goodbye to the one who gave me the courage to say Hello ” ~ R.M. Drake ~

I have my favorite story of Him and only him we were tragically drawn to each other and for a period of time I want to believe that indeed he did think of me and Us not sure what happened in the myths of everything perhaps he got drawn to someone else that’s all I can think of I have always been confused about him but always sure that I loved and gave it my all with him I think that was one of my biggest mistakes of all time I let him have my love and never  received I was always ok with what he gave me wether if it was a long look in the eyes or a smile that you can’t forget moment of bliss in his arms one of many perhaps and this went on for a long period of time perhaps too long , I know I am a 14 carrot gold diamond but I let myself  be treated like a .25 cent ring straight out of a cracker jack box one too many times a now I am aware that all women must know their worth but at that time I didn’t know what I was worth …

I’ve had so many knives stuck into me, when they hand me a flower I can’t quite make out what it is …It takes time ~Charles Bukowski~

when things don’t go a certain way its ok to cry about , talk about , pray about it but don’t hold on to any more hope than you should your going to let the real one pass you by …one two three or four and before you know it your 39 going on 40 and still single we are all scared of dying alone and bitter , I don’t think I will ever give up on him because giving up on him is like giving up on myself I know I am crazy but that’s how I feel I strongly believe that maybe in time I will reflect and forget but for now I find that very hard to do if I could turn back time I would probably make the same mistake over and over again this was my traggic love story I think when time passes by he will eventually realize I was the Diamond he was looking for all this time but to find another one like this is very Rare indeed ……

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